decisions

there are some decisions that are easy to make.
q: "should i sin?"
a: "you shouldn't"
q: "should i goto church?"
a: "yes you should"
q: "grape jelly or strawberry with peanut butter?"
a: "grape jelly"

but, recently, there are some decisions, but more like "options".
like, for me, church situation, spouse, and career choice.

there are some certain decisions that ive made recently like that
i know for sure that im going to keep on playing video games.
thats my given now though that was something i was struggling with.

i feel like i got a "calling", but, im so unsure of it.
i mean, seriously, i dont even do what 'they' do when i'm at school,
and yet, that is their job. is it so hard to want to do it but with other things?

sigh.. choices.
sometimes i wish God made us robots.. =[