i hate to use it, and do you know why?
cause it has meaning when the next time you mess up, you have to say sorry again.
God's forgiveness is EVERLASTING, INFINITE, GRACIOUS, PATIENT.
but when we say to each other, "sorry", and commit the same thing later one,
sometimes i just want to puke, because when you do that to your friends again,
that first sorry, or every sorry before, was meaningless.
thats not to say, i wont forgive.
Christ has forgiven ALL of our sins. one more forgiveness to my fellow brother/sister
is fine.
but im just saying, when someone says "sorry", when it isnt heart felt,
i find that useless. it wouldve been better to say nothing and kept quiet
than saying "im sorry".
on another note, I dont know God's timing AT ALL.
seriously, to go for it, not to go for it, to be patient, to wait,
i dont know. maybe it wouldve been better for me to not start at all...
possibly bombed midterm, 35% of grade project, got injured,
financial problems, health problems,
but i got JC, and thats all i need.
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